Sunday, August 27, 2017

Revewing the Mind


 Text: Romans 12:1-8, Isaiah 51:1-6
Arlington Presbyterian Church
August 27, 2017
This was an interactive sermon where the congregation members actually answered the questions as they were posed in the sermon. 

This Romans 12 passage is probably my favorite passage in the Bible. But my journey to appreciate Romans was a bit rocky.
After my first year of seminary, I began to go through the usual 2nd year existential crisis. I was certain that this whole Christianity thing was too small, that it wasn’t real, and that I was done with it.
The problem was that I was in the middle of a Master of Divinity at a Christian seminary. I had signed up for this ministry gig, even started the ordination process with the Presbytery.
So my advisor, a very smart Catholic woman, suggested that I take a class on the Romans since it was so central to Presbyterian theology. Which I did.

And while the book didn’t get me fully back into the fold as I was slowly but surely cutting out all of my Presbyterian commitments,
Finishing my term as elder at Lafayette Avenue Presbyterian Church, finishing my term on the Advocacy Committee for Women’s Concerns for the denomination, I was stuck in field education for just another year...
But it was like the white stones that Hansel and Gretel left on their path to find their way home. And this passage in particular helped illumine a path to figure out how to come closer to God.

Because this text is so meaningful to me, and it is so dense with strange turns of phrase that don’t mean much in English, I want to invite you into the sermon this morning,
to let some of these phrases roll around in your head and to share what they mean to you along the way.
It is helpful to examine some of these phrases like, “present your bodies as a living sacrifice” or “spiritual worship” or “renewing of the mind.”
And then to put them all together to see what them mean together.

Living sacrifice is the first of these phrases.
It’s kind of a paradox. In the context of Romans, a sacrifice is a living creature, slaughtered and offered up to the God. In fact, we use sacrifice language in reference to Jesus’ death on a cross.
But a living sacrifice? Let your mind wander a bit. What do you imagine when you hear living sacrifice?

I think of offering one’s whole life, one’s whole being, one’s whole self.

Another odd turn of phrase is spiritual worship.
What’s interesting is that the word for spiritual comes from the greek word, logikos, which according to Strong’s is reasonable, rational, or metaphorical, but it’s more like “what is logical to God.”[i]
The second word here, worship, is translated as service or service to God, which in short might be worship.[ii]
So the translation might be service to God that is logical to God.

Let your mind wander again. What comes to mind when you think of these words: service to God that is logical to God?

Then put them together and you have this idea of giving of your whole self and your whole life which is what makes sense of from our particular lives for God.

This other strange turn of phrase is renewing your mind. It comes after these instructions not to be conformed to this world, but to be transformed by the renewing of the mind.
When I looked up the word for mind, Strong’s said, it “is the organ of receiving God’s thoughts, through faith.[iii]
Put this together with not being formed or shaped or made by the age or culture and with the words that follow it, “so that you can discern the will of God.”
                             Let your mind wander again. What does this mean to you?

For me, renewing of the mind is deeply tied to meditation. It’s probably heavily influenced by the fact that I was also taking a Zen meditation at the same time I was taking the Romans class.
But it is through meditation that we are able to slow down our thoughts, to examine them and to examine what is driving our thinking and our actions.
It is through this process of discernment that we can renew our minds so that they can be channels of God’s will for our lives.
It’s not that we cloister ourselves in the church and refuse to participate in the world. It’s that we follow God’s will as we navigate the world.

But what is so beautiful about this passage is that while it gives us this way of understanding how to surrender our lives to God, how to give ourselves over to something bigger, it reinforces this one part of reasonable or logical service.
God is not expecting something unreasonable or impossible from any of us. What is logical or reasonable for one of us is not necessarily logical or reasonable for someone else. (Although, I can guarantee that we will be stretched beyond our comfort zones.)
Paul drives that point home when he says that we are part of one body and that the body has many parts.
We are each given gifts or charisms that are appropriate or reasonable based on our faith or our abilities and limitations. And yet each part of the body is important.
None of us can truly discern the will of God in a vacuum. We aren’t ordained as ministers or elders or deacons independently. It is the discernment of the body that moves us along the journey.
None of us is successful in our careers without the advice and counsel and guidance of mentors and friends and family members an co-workers to reflect back to us where our talents lie, to give us opportunities to stretch and grow.

In keeping with our unusual sermon, instead of an affirmation of faith this morning, we have a time to Settle into our Faith.
Nancy Robinette and others will read the Romans passage in a Lectio Divina style. Lectio Divina is a way of praying scriptures. So we will pray together this text so that we can let all of these thoughts and ideas can sink fully into our bodies.
          Let us pray together…

Settling in with Our Faith
From Romans 12: 1-8

I appeal to you therefore, brothers and sisters,
by the mercies of God,
by the mercies of God,
by the mercies of God
to present your bodies as
a living sacrifice,
a living sacrifice,
a living sacrifice, holy and acceptable to God,
which is your spiritual worship
spiritual worship
spiritual worship.
Do not be conformed
Do not be conformed
Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by
the renewing of your minds,
the renewing of your minds,
be transformed the renewing of your minds,
so that you may discern what is the will of God—
what is good and acceptable and perfect.
For by the grace given to me
Grace given to me
Grace given
grace
I say to everyone among you
not to think of yourself more highly than you ought to think,
but to think with sober judgment,
with sober judgment,
sober judgment,
each according to the measure of faith that God has assigned.
For as in one body
One body
One body we have many members,
Many
Many
Many members
and not all the members have the same function,
so we, who are many,
who are many
many
are one body in Christ,
one body
one
one body in Christ, and individually we are
members one of another
members one of another
one of another
one.
We have gifts that differ according to the
grace given to us
grace given
grace
given to us:
prophecy, in proportion to faith;
ministry, in ministering;
the teacher, in teaching;
the exhorter, in exhortation;
the giver, in generosity;
the leader, in diligence;
the compassionate, in cheerfulness.
We have gifts that differ according to the
Grace given to us.
Many members, one body
One body

One. 

Monday, August 21, 2017

We Just Need a Little Gumption in Our Lives

Readings: Matthew 15:10-28, Isaiah 56:1, 6-8
Arlington Presbyterian Church
August 20, 2017

On Friday night, after a long dinner with a colleague, I got home and turned on the television as I often do. I am sure I watch too much TV as it tends to be my go-to when I get home and want to relax.
Anyway, I was watching the movie, The Holiday, which stars Cameron Diaz and Kate Winslet. It’s the story of two women whose love lives are fall apart and decide to swap houses and countries for the Christmas holiday.
Kate Winslet’s character, Iris, is from a small country town outside of London. And in the story, she meets a lonely old man who lives next door to Cameron Diaz’s character, Amanda, in LA.
The old man happens to be a famous screen writer and has worked on some famous movies the likes of Casablanca.
As they get to know one another, he tells Iris that in the movies, there are leading ladies and there are best friends. And that Iris is playing the best friend in her own life.
He gives her a list of movies to watch, all with leading ladies who have incredible gumption.
And while the premise of this movie is silly, I was struck by the word gumption.
I think gumption is the quality that this Canaanite woman exhibits. I checked the definition and everything. Gumption, according to Google, is shrewd or spirited initiative and resourcefulness.
We all could probably use a little more gumption in my life.
Last week, after delivering a bold sermon calling us to be vigilant in our daily lives
and to listen in the silence for the still small voice pointing us to examine the ways our laws are crafted, the ways that they are enforced, how the norms within our institutions are shaped…
to examine bias that is normalized in our churches, our schools, our communities and our consumption of the news…
and to stand up and speak out in the face of structural racism and sexism and classism and heterosexism….
I wrote to my new boss at Bread for the World to say that I thought we at Bread need to respond to the tragedies in Charlottesville. And I was met with resistance.
To be fair, there were a few dynamics at play that made this response likely.  
My boss is new and has come from a government agency, not a Christian non-profit. And she was on vacation with her family out of the country.
Our president was also on vacation, out of the country.
And many of the directors were coming back to work after a week of vacation. So their brains weren’t thinking work over the weekend.  
But each day in the office, I heard something from an individual or group asking, how are we going to respond?
And by Wednesday, I couldn’t take it anymore. So I talked with one of our VPs who was our acting president and managing director for the week.
And we came up with a plan, which I shared with the directors on Thursday and then emailed to my boss on Thursday evening.
Our plan was in place by Friday morning and many of you who are members of Bread should be receiving an email today or tomorrow with our response.
As a younger person, I often wondered what I would have done in the 1960’s had I been a young adult during the civil rights movement.
Would I have joined the Student Nonviolent Coordinating Committee? Would I have put my body on the line like so many people did?
In my teens, my answer was that I probably wouldn’t have the courage to do that.
In my twenties, I hoped the answer would have been that I was part of non-violent protests because I felt so strongly about ending discrimination.
But now in my 40’s, sadly, I must ask myself this question for real—not about what I would have done in the 1960’s, but what I will do now.
What will I do to stand up to white supremacy in our country?
I don’t think it’s enough to stand here and preach a sermon.
It’s not enough to push for Bread to write a statement.
It’s not enough to repost a bunch of articles on Facebook, which I have barely done in the last week, because, frankly, I’m overwhelmed by my newsfeed.
I need some non-activist friends.
I wonder what the Canaanite woman would do? What would a woman with gumption do?
What she did in the story this morning was to recognize Jesus…even before the disciples who followed him everywhere truly recognized him.
She had faith that Jesus was sent by a God that was so powerful as to be able to redeem everyone—not just the people of Israel.
And when Jesus was silent, she kept speaking. When he said no, she claimed him anyway.
And when she asked for Jesus mercy on her, she was pleading with Jesus to heal her daughter.
It wasn’t just about her own well-being but the well-being of another.
But what does that mean for us? As always, I think we continue to proclaim Jesus as Lord. Jesus is the one in whom we put our trust, just as he is the one in whom the Canaanite woman puts her trust.
But I also think it means that we look at what Jesus did. He didn’t just save people so that they would go to heaven in the end times.
Jesus was literally saving people from sickness, from death, from possession by demons.
Jesus was restoring the lives of people who were disenfranchised from the community.
Just as the Canaanite woman pled for her daughter, we too must plea with Jesus to have mercy on us
so that we too may work for the restoration of the people around us into our communities.
Whether that is people of color
or immigrants or
queer and trans people
or women and girls whose voices also get lost in the crowd.
In the passages leading up to the story of the Canaanite woman, whose daughter has been possessed by a demon, Jesus instructs the disciples and the Scribes and Pharisees that it is not what goes into one’s body that makes it unclean, but that it is what comes from the heart.
A good place for us to start is examining our hearts. What is coming from our hearts?
Are we regurgitating ugliness that comes from our new feed on Facebook, from the commentators on CNN?
Are we buying into the code language for race that makes us think that black kids are thugs?
Are we buying into the narrative that poor people are lazy and mooching off the system?
And when we examine our hearts, what do we find God calling us to?
Our Bread email isn’t just a statement denouncing white supremacy and violence, though it does.
Our email invites our members to continue to be part of our monthly time of prayer and fasting and action to end white supremacy and to end hunger
because we can’t end hunger without making some serious gains in addressing racism in our institutions.

I want to extend this invitation to you as well.
You don’t necessarily need to fast from food.
But deprive yourself of something that distracts you from listening to that still small voice calling you to examine the world around you.
Deprive yourself from something that keeps you from finding your own gumption like the Canaanite woman. –I think I need to fast from TV.
And while you are fasting tomorrow, I hope you will spend some time considering what you might do,
what we might do as a community
to find our voice in this movement to end white supremacy and hatred and violence in our community and in our country.
And then on Monday, August 28, you might consider joining the moving forward team as they work to develop our mission plan.
Your discernment and your voice are critical for making this plan a go.  

This has been a hard week for our country and our world. With violence of terrorists and mudslides and new election results and resistance movements.
But even in these moments when we are exhausted by the news and exhausted from our work, we cannot give up.
We must be persistent like the Canaanite woman.
We must dig deep and find the gumption of the Canaanite woman.
And we must have faith like the Canaanite woman, claiming that Jesus is Lord of all.

Amen.
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Monday, August 14, 2017

Peace in the Midst of the Storm

Readings: Matthew 14:22-33, 1 Kings 19:9-18
Arlington Presbyterian Church
August 13, 2017

I spent much of the evening yesterday on Facebook reading stories about what had happened in Charlottesville in the last 24 hours.
In fact, I had forgotten that there was a Unite the Right rally yesterday and a counter protest that I had been reading about the last few weeks.
I woke up feeling a little under the weather and was focused on getting better for this morning.
In fact, after two weeks of intentional self-care, I had imagined the sermon would focus a little on the time Jesus took before this story to refresh alone
and the weariness of the disciples who were sent off on the boat while Jesus rested.
Nedrin and I ordered cable television service last week and we were having a bear of a time getting our box hooked up.
First, we had the wrong box, so I had to return it to get a new box. Then when we couldn’t get the new box to work,
so we had a technician coming and were basically without television all morning, opting to spend the time cleaning.
So when I opened my computer to a Facebook post from Margaret Aymer asking what folks would be preaching this morning, I began to get a little nervous.
Especially when all the responses were about how folks were changing their sermons.
What in the world was happening? I scrolled down to learn that something was happening in Charlottesville and I remembered the protests today.
Once the cable was working, I was able to change the channel to find some news.
It was Fox News, which is apparently the only 24 hour news channel that we have in our plan. So I watched it for a bit.
I have to admit that I was pretty shocked how strongly Fox News was denouncing the White Supremacists and White Nationals and the Ku Klux Klan.

I want to say squarely and clearly that the actions of the White Supremacists, White Nationalists, and the Klan yesterday and the night before last are pure evil.
The intimidation march around Charlottesville and the UVA campus with tiki torches;
arriving on Saturday at the march in militia uniforms with shields and helmets and weapons…including guns;
and coming after counter-protesters to the point of driving a car into a crowd of people, wounding 19 and killing one woman.
White supremacy and white nationalism is sinful and it is the antithesis of everything that God intends for the world.
In the Matthew texts of the lectionary during Pentecost, we read the Great Commandment of Jesus to go into the world making disciples of all nations.
This is a change from the text the following week that comes just after the Sermon on the Mount where Jesus encourages the disciples to go only to the Jewish people to share the good news.
But in the end, Jesus opens his arms to all people in the world. And he is pretty consistent with God’s repeated disruption of the power structures that we humans tend to establish in our cultures.
On Facebook yesterday, Fr. James Martin put it this way to address any claim of Christianity by the White Supremacists and White Nationals, saying:
“[S]upremacy” is the precise opposite of Jesus’s message.
“In the Gospels, Jesus asks us to love one another, to place others’ needs before our own, even to die for one another. The idea of ‘supremacy’ is absurd to Jesus.
“Indeed, Jesus tells us explicitly that we are never to ‘lord’ power over others, and that we are to be one another’s ‘servants’ (Mk. 10: 42-43).
“The idea that anyone is ‘less than’ because of his or her race is likewise antithetical to Jesus’s message. For example, in his day the Samaritans were avoided, despised and even shunned by the majority of the Jewish people.
“Yet Jesus not only speaks to a Samaritan woman, and reveals his divinity to her; but he makes the hero of one of his most well-known parables the ‘Good Samaritan.’ (Jn 4; Lk 10)
“He even encounters a Roman centurion, someone completely outside of his religion, speaks with him, heals his servant, and praises his faith (Mt 8:5-13).
“So for Jesus, there is no ‘us’ and ‘them.’ No one should be made by the community into an ‘other,’ as white supremacists do to non-whites. There is only us.
“More basically, racism goes against everything that Jesus taught. It promotes hatred, not love; anger not compassion; vengeance not mercy. It is a sin.
“So ‘Christian white supremacist’ is an oxymoron. Every time you shout ‘White Power!’ you might as well be shouting ‘Crucify him!’
“And any time you lift your hand in a Nazi salute, you might as well be lifting your hand to nail Jesus to the Cross.
“And lest you miss the point, your Savior is Jewish.”

The streets of Charlottesville were quiet last night. Thank goodness. I wonder what God was saying in that quiet after the fires and storms and earthquakes of human hate displayed that day.
I imagine God was and is exasperated and disappointed and sad, but proud of all the people who stood up against evil.
I imagine God was surrounding the protesters and the counter protesters with love and grace.
Trying to break the hearts of those so filled with hate. Reminding all of us of her love for all people.
Not just the pandering love of #alllivesmatter. But a love for all when it’s true that #blacklivematter and #queerlivesmatter and #translivesmatter.

The news was definitely not quiet. I was able to get access to CNN and I watched for hours.
I saw replay after replay of the car driving into the crowd.
I saw replays of the attacks of the protesters against the counter-protesters.
My colleague, Marco, who preached here a couple weeks ago, was there.
He is safe. He left for DC before the car struck the crowd.
He reports to me that “there was horrible anger and mean hurtful language.” There were “too many guns (not police) and they were everywhere.”
He also said that “if it hadn’t been for the clergy physically blocking the entrance to the park, the clashes would have been head on and with more people.”
On CNN and on Facebook, I saw statement after statement against the white nationalists and white supremacists and Klan members.
To be perfectly honest, it’s not that hard to make a statement against these groups of people.
We heard strong statements from Senator McCain, from Senator Rubio, from republican congress members. We even heard from Attorney General Jeff Sessions.
And yet, from our president, a man famous for making his disdain known, we hear a statement of unity,
but one that did not denounce the white supremacist agenda
even as David Duke explicitly stated that they were there to further President Trump’s agenda.

I have to wonder why?
Why wouldn’t the president make a statement that is more powerfully denouncing evil?
Why wouldn’t the president distance himself from White Supremacists and the Ku Klux Klan and the White Nationalists and the Alt-Right?   
Even though people in his party are denouncing them left and right.

I think the answer is that these people have more power than we give them credit.
They are a real and driving force in our political system! And we cannot pretend otherwise.
The answer is also that these are values that have been poisoning our country for decades.
And while most people in our country and probably everyone in this room can denounce white supremacy,
We get tripped up when we are faced with the truth that our laws and the enforcement of our laws and our institutions are colored by these values of white supremacy.
The point of the counter-protests was to speak loudly and clearly that hate and violence are not values that represent our democracy nor our Christianity.
The point was to demonstrate that love is a more powerful force than hate and to diminish the power of hate.
The point was to stand up with courage in the face of intimidation.
Our faith demands that we step onto the water in the midst of the storm,
to keep our eyes on Jesus and trust that even in the midst of the raging storm of white supremacy, hate will not prevail.
But that is not all of the work that we need to do.
We must be vigilant in our daily lives. We must be listening in the silence for the still small voice pointing us to examine the ways that our laws are crafted,
the ways that they are enforced, how the norms within our institutions are shaped.
We must examine bias that is normalized in our churches, in our schools, in our communities, in our consumption of the news.
And we must stand up and speak out in the face of structural racism and sexism and classism and heterosexism.
It may feel like we are creating storms, that we are rocking the boat.
But the truth is that we as white people are just stepping into the storms that already exist
for our sisters and brother of color,
for our queer friends and family members,
for people who are pushed to the margins.
There is one other thing that we must do, and that is the thing that is the hardest for me.
And that is to love.
To stand in the face of a group of people in our country who feel alienated and replaced,
who are so filled with hate for my very being as a queer woman
                   and to love.

Margaret Aymer, whom Derrick has mentioned on more than one occasion, teaches New Testament at Austin Theological Seminary, a Presbyterian Seminary in Texas. But I like to claim her as a colleague as she was finishing her dissertation at Union Seminary when I was there.
After her survey of preachers on Facebook yesterday, she offered these “Thoughts on Matthew 14” which seem like an appropriate way to close this sermon:
“Jesus doesn't calm the wind when he's walking out to his students in the boat.
“Jesus doesn't calm the wind when he commands Peter to come to him.
“Jesus doesn't calm the wind when he saves Peter from drowning.
“Jesus stands in the middle of danger, on the water, with the wind blowing and commands his students: Take courage. I am. Fear not.
“Preachers. Christians. In the face of the winds of white supremacy and racism, with the seas of church decline roiling beneath your feet, we are still commanded to walk on water, crying out for rescue when we need it.
“In the face of ‘make nice’ culture and fear of offending, we are still required to face into the winds with the truth that racism is sin. We are still commanded: Take courage. Jesus Christ is Lord. Fear not.”
“Preach the Gospel.”

Amen.